Last entry about you. Hopefully.

Trong lòng vẫn chộn rộn như vậy mỗi khi nhìn thấy. Thứ cảm giác này, thật ra, lại khó chịu đến thế. Cuối cùng thì ra chính là tự mình tạo ra thói quen xấu như thế này. Cho đến bây giờ, cứ làm đi làm lại việc đó như thể việc đánh răng rửa mặt mỗi ngày vậy. Cảm giác vừa nhớ, vừa ghét, vừa không muốn nghĩ tới nhưng vẫn mong chờ. Đm cảm giác. Rõ ràng là không đáng. Rõ ràng là chẳng còn gì níu kéo. Rõ ràng là không đáng. Không đáng. Không đáng. Chính là đã tự tạo thói quen ngu xuẩn đáng ghét này >.<
Mưa ngoài trời cứ như tuyết vậy.
Không ngờ là cũng chỉ có đến thế :))
I must face it that I am not the only one in his little circle of back-up plans, which I hate very much which lead to this result.  No matter how much I convinced myself of how much of a selfish and unsecured guy he is; still I missed everything that happened between us. All the flirting, all the talks, all the convo, how we talked to each other at my night (of course, the timezone was a bitch) for however long that was and found it hard to stop even though it was 2 in the morning, all the plans that freaked me out. Was it just me? Is it just me? I guess it is just me who considered all this as important little things then. This sucks. Why do I need to be the only one who cares? Nah, this needs to stop.
Also, I never had the chance to tell you how many times you appeared all over my journal too. But I guess this is too late huh.
Oh well~
Bulshit. Bul-fucking-shit.
This needs to stop. Consider it is.
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